The Ever Internal Struggle
My fears, my joys, my struggles, my successes.
Everyone is a freaking critic. Ugh.
You can’t make everyone happy. I know that. but oh my fucking god these readers are pissing me off. I write a self indulgent fic and people keep griping ‘oh I don’t like this part’ or ‘that ship is so overdone’. If you don’t like it, write your own damn fic!
Ugh. Fucking hell! I’m just so pissed. I was so happy with the latest chapter posted but now am getting backlash just because they don’t like the same ship I do. If you don’t like it then don’t fucking read it!!
People on archive are so nice while those on fanfic are just nitpickers. I’m now regretting posting it there and am kind of considering not anymore. Of just posting that if they want to read it then go to archive. On the website that actually has a decent way to tag stories and places to provide extra notes and comments.
I’ll try updating the chapters with a disclaimer first I guess. But now that the seed of stopping on fanfic is planted, it’s kind of sounding like a good idea. Maybe post one last chapter saying that if they liked the story then go to archive and if not they can, politely, shove it.
Because bottom line, my fic is staying my fic with all my fav tropes, ships, and other twists and turns. So fuck you, nitpickers!
I had been gone for three years and was away from all the political bullshit. A year back in the US and I am so fucking done with politics. I hated them before but i hate them more even now. My parents are shoving their views down my throat and saying my schooling made me ‘wrong’ in a way. Even said my sister now 'sees the light’ because her views match theirs while mine don’t. While I don’t feel like I know my sister anymore. Just such utter bullshit in my opinion. I’m not even declared either way. I just want gays and such to have equal rights, black lives to actually matter, and for people to stop being fucking dumbasses. Is that too much to ask? Apparently so.
The parentals drop not-so-subtle hints that they want grandchildren.
Me: internally twiddles thumbs because I don’t want kids or at the very least don’t want to physically have kids. adoption I’m open to though! but still…hoping my sis will maybe be a buffer? ugh. the stress is real.
As an introvert, the best thing is finding someone who it isn’t draining to spend time with
It’s interesting trying to explain to people who don’t experience social exhaustion that there are some people who are less draining than others and then their are those who are mind numbingly exhausting. All socializing is not equal
(via shhhhhgobacktosleep)
i never talk to my mutuals i just kinda exist and hope they have psychic abilities and find out i love em via my earthly vibrations
(via carry-on-my-wayward-butt)
